Everything ok?
NO..................... It hurts... The Lord seems to have hit the spot. Dealing with past hurts pains me the most for i dun have the best childhood and relationship in the past. I would like to allow God to deal with it with an open heart. Tears has been my form of expression this whole week almost everyday...... Lord, It hurts so badly, but deal with it still till it recovers. Have mercy Lord... i need ur grace. Amen!!! Hmmm... Although he cant be here for me whenever i'm so affected and down but his concerns n prayers for me helps me feel cared for. Though he says that in moments like this he wish he could be here for me, but i'm thankful that i'm secure in the Lord that even if he isnt here i already thank God for his very invisible presence. ;P
