Terrible yet fruitful week....
My dad was hospitalised this week. Was zapped out of energy staying in hospital after my work. My heart goes out to my mom, having to handle everything herself. If anything happens to my dad i wonder how my mom will cope. But i know how God uses such aopportunity to draw my heart to him. It was all bottled up inside until today, that i managed to open my heart, and cry out to Him what i was feeling inside. The cry was a good release for me. Finaly i let out everything with a good cry.... i always know that crying is my way of releasing whenever im nt feeling good. But i couldnt even cry when i ws informed about my dad. Not til today when everything had to reach a peak (mind you not the end of everything), i really couldnt take it anymore i released all my tears for a whole good hr in the morning. I cant really share the details cos its pretty personal for its some family issues betwn my fanily and my dad... but im thankful that I have a good Lord who watches over me and hears me cry. Even blessing me with his presence whenever im in need. though i am weak but i know all i really want is that through this God's name be glorified! That was the cry of my prayer this morning....
