Sigh...
Finally, he left for Australia yesterday.
Not that i looked forward to him leaving,
just that i can never imagine that day coming.
I didn't expect myself to feel so uneasy at the
airport that night. I thought I could be cool about it.
I thought keeping myself away from him that
few weeks before he is about to leave could help
dampen the emotional struggle within,
but it just doesn't work that way.
Silly right?!?!?!??!? Sigh....
So i guess it's a process of surrendering...
I remember my best friend shared with me that....
"surrendering is not a matter of giving to God wat
we dun want, rather giving it up to God wat we want most!"
That stayed with me...
Yet through it all, God has still been teaching me to
give thanks and praise Him for i know im not walking
thru this alone. He walks with me, he talks with me
through life's narrow ways...
Who knows... it might be tougher over in Aust for him,
away from his family, church and closest friends.
Ultimately God knows the best for our lives...
whatever that turns out to be, I pray that both
our faith will continue to grow in God eternally.
By now i finish this.... Valentine's Day is over!!!!!
Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
