15 October 2005

* feeling ........... *

I cannot explain what i'm feeling. This feeling, doesn't feels good. Knowing the fact that it hasn't been easy for him over there too. It dawned upon me then how much more that women need to pray for men. I'm refering to sisters interceding for brothers. I always believe that God has blessed me with the gift of intercession so as to uphold those saints in prayer. So my heart grows heavier to just keep praying. Now, all the more to keep praying for him. This is all i feel inclined to do.... pray for him lor. It's that peace that guides me to know that i just need to keep praying for him. That's enough! *shrugs*

14 October 2005

W E T . . .

hmmm.... it's been such a while since i experienced heavy downpour on my way home from work. Today is one... somehow how the ironic thing about it is that it only started to rain immediately i approached the bus stop. I kind of thanked God in my heart that the rain only came after i reached shelter only to realise that i'm going to be wet anyway. Shelter or no shelter still WET! the rain got heavier and heavier that almost everyone who had an umbrella with them had to bring it out to shield the rain. And eversincei started working at Children's workshop, i bring umbrella to work everyday. For the weather would be either too hot or too wet that i might need it. Anyway, my 3/4 pants was totally wet up to my thigh and i was alrdy dripping wet on my hair regardless of the umbrella!!! Mind you, i was at the bus stop SOPPOSED to be sheltered. Right, so by then i got up the bus when i fanally arrived, my umbrella was dripping its way onto the bus, with me 3/4 soaked. The best part was the air con was so cold i felt like my toes were freezing up. Aiyah! But i kind of enjoyed it in a way cos, i would prefer this to a super sunny blazing hot weather. As i was walking home, still pouring a little, and i was wet anyway so i thought i would just as well enjoy the rest of my 10 minutes walk home after alighting at my usual bus stop that i had this really amazing thought that I believed God had placed in my heart. It's so simple yet it warms my heart knowing that God's love is so awesome. That even though it rains, God still loves us. What is it to get wet anyway? it's nothing afterall that i can rmb Jesus dying on the cross for you n me.... The fact that i am wet makes me apprieciate dryness (i am now). Experiencing fear causes me to truely understand what peace really is like, experiencing pain causes me to truely understand what it's like to be well, shedding tears makes me apprieciate wat happiness is supposed to be, and that failing brings me to experience God's grace to it's fullest potential. I am weak then i know what it's like to be strong in the Lord, beacuse i know i will grow in greater dependence upon him. Amen...

10 October 2005

It's still a secret until the right time comes...

Hmmm.... it's been really exciting hearing from God in regards to certain matters. I mean... what to say!!! Oh well, it has been faith challenging yet exciting for i begin to AGAIN see God's faithfulness as he works it through for me to serve him in his kingdom work. My heart is filled with anticipation as well as a sense of loss as to where next is God leading me to. I can only say that this journey has only strengthen my faith n trust in him n to grow in my dependence upon him. I definitely have many more things in my life to grow in (who doesnt) but i know that in his time he will use me for his glory alone! Surely it's my heart's desire too... so as i wait upon Him to lead me next i pray he will keep preparing my heart n the people around me for whatever that teh Lord is leading for. Amen!!!!

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I am a child of God. Someone fearfully and wonderfully made by God. Psalm 139:13-15 . Somebody dearly love by this person whom I call "Abba Father". I would desire to love Jesus more and more each day through my life and character. It has always been my heart's desire to tell of others His great love, by what he did on the cross for us John 3:16 . Yup yup!!! Ah... Actually, I can be someone very quiet when I want to. And I can also be very naughty sometimes, eh... most of the time rather! Hahaha... I enjoy disturbing people and joking around, but I do have a serious side as well OKAY!!! Hee hee... Ah yah lah... so... what else? That's all lah... Haiyah!