Show me the colour of my Heart, Lord....
Now that it's holidays for me, i kind of am able to blog alittle more often, so i can update my frens with what has been happening. I know people kind of gave up checking on my blog haha... cos i don't blog. Well, these few days have been busy with my church Holiday children's program called the "Three day club". I thank God for the awesome privilege to bring my student down to this three day club program. Though he is kind of young and doesn't know who Jesus really is, but i believe that one day God will bring him to the knowledge of Christ. Im thankful for God in allowing me to work hand in hand with him to bless these children at my work place. Even blessing me with the wonderful rapport with the parents of these children, im tremendously blessed! It's a joy unspeakable to know that the Lord count me worthy to serve him through children and these parents. I pray that i will continue to avail. myself to be fully SOLD OUT to him for His kingdom work. One thing i really learnt through God as i press on in my faith in Him through my work is that my life is truely not at all about what i can do or how i perform at work rather God allows me to fail at my work so that i mayb begin to put my trust in Him more then depending on my own strength. Then people may see the glory of God through my weakness as i chose to testify of God's work in my life. Of course along the way i still fail him. I end up sometimes depending on my own strength to do things which results in a lot of frustration. Im glad that God always intervene in what i'm doin reminding me that i need to learn to depend on him. Somehow whatever i do apart from him are all in vain and purposeless! I may be doing teh same things like teaching, yet teaching through God's empowerment bears fruit from the seed he has planted in my life. On the other hand teaching in my own strength and inititive avails to nothing. NOTHING!!!! and that leads me to the verse in John15:1-17 "I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and i in Him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do NOTHING." John15:5 Indeed, apart from Him i can do nothing.... Such meaningful truths. I always feel inadequate and lousy at work, baming myself for being so forgetful and blur and careless and all... i wonder how God can really use me to glorify him through my kind of work performance. Yet God reminded me that its not of my works but truely in His strength and my growing dependence upon him moment by moment that glorifies him and please Him. This is my desire To honor you Lord with all my heart I worship you All I have within me I give you praise All that I adore, is in you Lord, I give you my heart I give you my soul I live for you ALONE!!! Every breathe that I take Every moment I'm awake Lord have your way in me. That's my sincere heart cry unto God! I pray that, that be your heart cry unto Him too, brothers and sisters!!! :) Let us live our lives for Him unceasingly and unreserveredly. NO turning back.... NO regrets! All the way my Savior leads me! All the way.... My savior leads me What have I to ask beside? Can i doubt his tender mercy, who through life has been my Guide? Heavenly peace, di-vi-nest comfort, Here by faith in Him to dwell! For I know, whate'er befall me, Jesus doeth all things well Jesus doeth all things well. All the way My savior leads me , Cheers each winding path I tread; Gives me grace for every trial, feeds me with the living bread. Through my weary steps may falter, and my soul a thrist may be, Gushing from the rock before me, Lo! a spring of joy I see. AMEN!!!
