Wonderfully Loved!

I was really feeling down affected because of a bad night upset with my friend. After my morning class, I know I had to put aside my emotions and head down to NUS medical, like it or not, for witnessing session. My coach was supposed to be watching and accessing me from the side while i share the gospel with students sitting around in the midst of preparing for exams. But I was so unwilling, being a very emotional person.... but I know God was nudging me really gently encouraging me to just go ahead regardless of not feeling like it. I did, for the next 2hours or so, I was with my coach Evangeline sitting from bench to bench talking with students finding out how are they in the preparation period of exams and asking if we could share the gospel with them. I managed to share with 2 of them the whole gospel but one of them, was reassuring her of her salvation in Christ more. Although I didn't get to share the gospel with the few that i manged to get to know and chit chat with but I am opened to an awareness of singapore student's heart conditions. I felt like God would continue to burden my heart to pray for this field here in campus that these doctors and nurses to be will become God's vessels to bring many more to Christ. That they will not only heal physically but also spiritually! And guess what? I just felt so joyful and cheered up after that 2 hours plus of sharing and witnessing for God. Through that I grew in my conviction in this, that is when I put God's work and interest first, my inner being is satisfied, because I know I'm made just for that!

Posted by Koren is Vonnie at 11/30/2006 10:02:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

These few weeks has been really ... well more then words can express the overwhelming emotions welling up. Rushing to complete readings due in Nov and all, clearing the final week of teaching checkouts with the following week needing to teach a real actual crowd. And recently I felt God dealing with certain heart issues in me I was hurting badly and wasn't really willing to let it go. Yet God was so merciful... I cant imagine how He could do this. This moment while typing this I'm smiling unbelievingly that He can be so marvellous. While everything is up in the neck, and I was just telling God that i'm not even sure how I can ever manage to finish preparing for my teaching checkout by today for tomorrow but I jus know that I need to come to Him for some personal time to learn to give thanks to Him and trust Him in things i cannot imagine possible. And there..... He made a way this morning! While I was still spending personal time with God, my colleague called to inform that the instructor teaching us this morning is sick and all our morning class is cancelled. I tell you how i marvel at His amazing way of showing a way out. It's so simple yet I felt like once again God's love just overflow unto my heart I cannot but praise His name!!! I don't really know to put into words this experience with God though so simple yet so beautiful. I just feel like plucking out my guitar and strum His song and sing aloud of His power, awe, might and love!!!! But I cant do that lah, cos so many people in the room so I shall go to the rooftop later to do my own praise and worship like how i usually enjoy doing so with the wind beating down on my face while singing! *looking forward* Immediately I set myself to blog so that i can share this thanksgiving and praise Him too... Yeay!!! God you are awesome... :) Give thanks to God for me too yah???

Posted by Koren is Vonnie at 11/30/2006 09:39:00 AM | Permalink | Comments