SOLEAD

Oh goodness! Time flies... almost 2 months has passed since I started my full time journey , training at GCTC with Campus Crusade for Christ. Been staying at GCTC (Great commission training centre). People say it's so much like army booking. HAHA!!! Oh well, there is in some sense similarity but huge part that is different. I realise how much independence I learnt staying there. Washing clothes, meals, housing cleaning together with 9 others, making my own bed, learning to be more sensitive with other's needs and many more I can name. It's good training that I didn't regret though it was tough for a start. More then that, I see God using these people around me and the classes I go through daily to teach me more about Him and myself. Interesting huh! Seeing more ugly sides of myself which I know he is leading me to deal with together. Lately, Amy Lau's class on old and new testament surveys has arise a great interest in me to look into old testament. The motivation to move thru books in the bible that I have not studied or read thru b4. I started on Leviticus. One sentence in the verse struck me real hard. I really cried when i realise what God revealed to me that morning. "...... If the offering is a burnt offering from the herd, he is to offer a male without defect." I was just starting at it realising that in modern days that represented Jesus! A offering for our sins without sin and fault... I couldn help bt overwhelmed by the truth of how much He loved me willing to take the load. I cried. So grateful!!!