I'm sorry

I still remember when I experienced how crushed I felt when someone came and showed me how well they can do and how bad I am. I supposed it was that sense of insecurity I had in what I can do and how much and how well I can do. Now I hear a voice that felt crushed by me. My intentions were good, I have never wanted to cause anyone to feel this lousy. Yah, though I know I was just wanting to help, but the way I did it out of my helplessness and impatience, indeed crushed someone. Yet I could also put it that my sister has an issue to resolve within herself, but it's not for me to say. Lord, forgive me for being so impatient and "D" while I try to work things out during worship practice. It just didn't come out right. Help me, find the opportunity to talk to her. Not to point finger, rather to hear from her and to say that I'm sorry. I have no excuse for it. I jolly well humble myself in Christ, like he did and learn from it and grow from it. Help me not to get angry for such a situation that happens. For it's never ending.... rather Lord Jesus, tach me what I need to learn from this incident. What is it that you are teaching me? Lead me to the place, the secret place in my heart Lord, to be honest of what I feel. Not look to myself, rather to you the ultimate ruler!