The reality of the challenges to serve this loving God, in giving up my everything is dawning upon me. It's getting sos real, that the pain starts seeping in like salt on the wound. It isn't that simple as I thought. . . *sob sob* Yet you know what??? Haha!!! I am still sure of what and where I'm going, because I have an awesome God who reigns in my heart leading and guiding me in the steps of eternity of which the world doesn't know of. I'm sure of this that I'm holding on to. never giving up, because my heavenly Father is ahead of me. I trust.....