Counting the cost

When you are stuck btwn obeying your mom and your loving God, what will you do? When God called me full time, I knew I would have to battle with this with my mom. My decision to go into full time ministry had caused my mom hurt and disappointment. In the process of it, I'm also hurt. I felt like something pierced me on the inside real bad... What could hurt me more to hear my loved ones against my decision, and ashamed of what I do? I'm starting in a process of counting the cost in following Christ. But nothing will change my decision that I have made... Though it hurts me like mad having to disobey her, but I know that as I hold my Daddy God's hands to walk down where he wants to lead me, my heart is filled with confidence and trust still. Im looking straight ahead where i'm headed and have decided to go... Lord, in your grace.....